Wednesday, December 06, 2006

This is my sister!

My sister is amazing and talented and fantastically beautiful and I thought everyone should know. SHE will never tell you that, she doesn't quite realize it, but I love my sister and would be happy to proclaim her amazingness from the rooftops! BEHOLD, this fair creature be my sister. ♥ ♥ ♥
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I love you Meggie! ♥

Monday, November 13, 2006

Of the Night...

Shivering against the icy edge of a diamond blade of broken moonlight, soft reflections in the frosted glass that shroud the stars and shatter upon the surface of a silent gaze…watch as the call of the night enshrouds a darkening heart in a pall of mystery…racing among the heavens on the fiery wings of an angel…

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Sunday, October 15, 2006

Hélas pour les luttes de mon coeur. Une bataille amère, une bataille à oublier contre une bataille pour l'amour. Mais, jusqu'ici, Mon coeur ne reçoit aucune aide du côté qui désire ardemment pour l'amour. L'absence du coeur qui devrait me défendre est ce qui l'apporte tout pour ruiner. Bientôt, L'amour devra renoncer à une mémoire de mort, un amour perdu, un amour qui ne souhaite plus aider à porter un coeur brûlant par le feu et la cendre à la sûreté du pliage arme… un coeur I pensé que je m'étais tenu… il y a beaucoup d'années…

Sunday, October 01, 2006

Ok so as my first diary type blog I decided to start out on a good note. On Saturday night I had "Girl's Night Out" with my friends Brittany and Jessica. It was amazingly awesome. Originally we had planned to go to the Portland Art Museum and then hang out in Portland for a while but, after surfing the web in search of Portland night life we changed our minds. Instead, we dressed up really fancy (Brittany and I in little black dresses and Jessica in a little red dress)...

Here is Brittany looking as cute as ever...

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and here is dear Jessica in her darling red dress...

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and here is me...

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and as you might already have noticed...our surroundings are a little Tacobellesque... This was part of Jess' sociolology project...we dressed up all fancy and went...TO TACO BELL!

Here is us lookin' all goofy like usual...hehe

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and here is us just bein' happy...

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You wanna know the funniest thing about all of this???? No one gave us a second look. We were NORMAL...the lady DID comment on Jessica's purse though...lol
Ok so after taco bell we drove to Portland (while listening to ridiculous music including the soundtrack to the movie "Step Up") and went to this really fancy little French dessert cafe that I can't remember the name of. It was so cute. The inside looked like an outside street with cobblestones and a beautiful tree. It was somewhere in the Pearl district. Anyways, we ordered three different desserts and shared them...

This one is a chocolate, chocolate, chocolate something or other called Mt. Vesuvius complete with sweet sauce fire and gelato...

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This one is a Creme Brule...

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And this one is an apple crisp...yum my fav...

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So the funny thing about THIS, is....the nice restaurant is where we got all of the wierd looks! Well...we did try to pull off that we were british the whole time...we are pretty wicked with british accents...

So after this we headed to the Pioneer Square Mall, got freaked out by the Portland Streets and headed to the Beaverton Mall instead...THEN...we did a little shopping at...Victoria's Secret...hehe...exciting underwear! Ha!...then we headed home to Brittany's house and stayed up playing cranium, dancing to Queen, and boy-bashing til 2:30 in the morning!

This is a pic my cousin took of me the next day...noooo energy left...hehe

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ya..that was my wicked awesome day!

Friday, September 22, 2006

"The Heart'S Cry"
by Riverdance

Where the river foams and surges to the sea,
Silver figures rise to find me,
Wise and as daring,
Following the heart's cry.
I am that deep pool,
I am that dark spring,
Warm with a mystery,
I may reveal to you,
In Time,
(Time holds the heart's key)
Key to everything is Love,
(Love makes the heart flower)
Flowers into a deep desire,
(Passion in the heart's fire)
Passion and desire.

See the eagle rise above the open plain,
Golden in the morning air,
Weaving and soaring,
Watchful and protecting.
I am your shelter,
I will enfold you.
Warm with a mystery,
I may reveal to you,
In Time.
(Time holds the heart's key)
Key to everything is Love,
(Love makes the heart flower)
Flowers into a deep desire,
(Passion in the heart's fire)
Passion and desire.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

The Lament of the Willow

In days long past when life was new,
A leafy blooming tree once grew,
Its slender switches reached up high,
Its arms spread open to the sky

But different though from other trees,
That drank of water, sun, and these,
To quench their thirst and form their roots,
This tree drank else to grow its fruits

Of the first to grow in the fresh new earth,
It held to the powers that shaped its birth,
It thrived on love and warmth of soul,
But faith in man would take its toll

The tree grew weak as the days went by,
As it painfully considered why,
A sadness seeping through its veins
An overwhelming sense of pain,

A terrible submissive feel,
This dark sensation now revealed
Of human hate through human flaw,
A crack where evil sinks its claw

Until a poison swept its leaves,
The tree would quake in the softest breeze,
Its switches wilting, branches bowed,
This willow tree, that once was proud

Man’s sins consuming this once free,
Now silent weeping willow tree,
Its blossoms fell to grace the ground,
It sighed and wept without a sound
To dance the twighlight path of fairies,
Through lilies sweet and scented rose,
To walk the twinkling firefly seas,
Under moonlight shadows the Dreamer sews,

Through forest smells of wood and pine,
And lavender scented meadows fair,
Crisp smells of where the wood nymphs twine,
Their branches round their autumn hair,

Tall pillars claim the woods alone,
The creaking boughs of redwood trees,
The monarchs of that shadowed throne,
Though midnight reigns till morning’s breeze,

To hear the nightingale’s lulling song,
The whispers through the painted leaves,
Feel raindrops splashing all along,
Unguarded spots through nature’s sieves,

With nightfall’s touch upon the air,
To brush the blushing children’s cheek,
To flutter webs of fragile care,
Their gossamer strung with dewdrops sleek,

To taste the air of winter sweet,
To bathe within the bubbling pools,
Or dance the paths where fairy’s feet,
Slip hiding from closed-minded fools,

To wander fairy roads away,
To sparkling falls of nature’s gleam,
Those places dusk forgets to lay,
Its shroud of darkling ebony dream,

To waltz at all with magic things,
A simple thing, a task to do,
Believe in the world that you must bring,
Your mind a path to lead you to,

Just one thing more before you go,
Into imagination’s care,
There’s one thing more that you must know…

Your heart must guide your footsteps there.
Beauty

What is this which we call Beauty? Is She real? Is She a figment of the imagination? Have we destroyed that which is truly Beautiful? We’ve cast her to the earth and trampled Her loveliness. Instead of viewing Her through the eyes of our hearts we view her with the eyes of the world, disgraced her name and labeled Her “lust.” What is Beautiful? Is it a city of glass and steel rising in curling smokestacks over the edge of the skyline? Or..is Beauty….wild and dangerous forests, treacherous mountains, raging rivers, and roaring waterfalls…the grassy hilltops brushed with the glow of the setting sun, flaming to life with Heavenly fire….the blush of winter on the cheek of a child or frosted pines lain to rest in peaceful slumber upon a frozen landscape…the raging tempests of a sea in torment or the untamable fury of the hurricane…or is Beauty the Eye of the Storm?

Sunday, September 17, 2006

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Love

Love hath bestoweth a loath curse herein my breast. Woe to Mortals who Idle after HER lest they know no torment like Grace. Do you not know such things are not only of the heart but of the Heavens as well? Such blows could only be delt by a mightier hand. Between the Hammer and the Anvil do the sparks sear into the Heart the wounds of Fate where Destiny lives untouched. The veins of Time run to the Heart on rivers of blood, purified in the seives of the Soul and cast in iron by the will of the World. And yet, in and despite such craftmanship of fortress walls and battle armor, a single fissure runs. Here is where SHE touches you, where Destruction begins...which Time cannot heal nor warriors in battle regain through conquest. The Quiet Place is forever lost in the violence, split asunder by raging lightening and swept away in the cacophony of noise and lust that is the Tempest of our own emotions. None may escape such an End for to look on Her...is Death...yet...such is strangely bittersweet. If ever Death was Divine, SHE is a vision of its Birth. You see my friend, we are trapped, for to either side of the path lies Death...for...to live without HER is also such...for what is a life without LOVE?....
MERCY
Passion

You have heard tales of such a Beast. That which rears up from the depths and roars to life within the human spirit. Beware this Creature for it is untamable. It awakens at the slightest touch and stirs from Its slumber at the merest whispered breath, caught in the currents of THE SECRET...Ah...THE SECRET...That which is undefineable, unatainable, and ever and forever a Mystery...This is the Prize for which the Battle is fought, the Treasure for which the World is searched, THIS...is ITS greatest DESIRE. Yet this BATTLE has been fought since TIME'S first breath and raged within an untold multitude of souls...And yet despite such, will still continue to the World's Bitter End and rage on into Eternity. What is left then, but to walk eternally within its Ashen Footsteps, the smoke curling past our Senses with a taste of what we cannot have...And ever before us, the Towering Inferno that dwells within our very souls, dorment 'til THE MOMENT, yet Hauntingly Tantalizing. Such a path of Peril...one could Not survive such an undertaking. This Beast of Fire whose many flaming tongues lick at the walls of the soul's sarcophagus, whose burning thoughts race though every limb, and whose Spirit smolders in the Eyes of Adam to spark a mighty Fire in the breast of Eve. The Flames of PASSION can most certainly never be supressed...consuming FIRE...
Here is a prayer for you

Everyone who is hurting right now, whose lives are messed up, whose hearts are confused, whose souls are fading away, and anyone who needs a prayer...
...This is for you...

Dear Jesus,
I pray for my friends, I pray for their families, their hearts and their souls....please dear Jesus, Protect them, strengthen them, encourage them, bless them, HOLD them, guide them, teach them...DEAR GOD PLEASE help them....they are AMAZING people, everyone of them...with AMAZING hearts who are hurting and in pain...PLEASE just speak to their hearts, let them FEEL your presence, walk with them and embrace them, drown them in your presence and suffocate them with your love....they mean sooooo much to me...it is beyond all description or explaination...I don't know what I would do without them in my life...each one of them has had a hand in shaping the person I am today...through life...through love...through joy....through pain...........shed tears for them as I do and just let them know that they are loved...put their souls to rest....give them PEACE. Thankyou

-Amen
"Breath"
by Breaking Benjamin

Is it over yet?
I can't win

So sacrifice yourself
And let me have what's left
I know that I can find
The fire in your eyes
I'm going all the way
Get away please

You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You got to fight just to make it through
Cause I will be the death of you

This will be all over soon
Pour the salt into the open wound
Is it over yet?
Let me in

So sacrifice yourself
And let me have what's left
I know that I can find
The fire in your eyes
I'm going all the way
Go away please

You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You got to fight just to make it through
Cause I will be the death of you

I'm waiting
I'm praying
Realize
Start hating

You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You got to fight just to make it through
Cause I will be the death of you